
I had the opportunity to take a workshop this evening from David Williams. He was the first person to be taught the entire ashtanga yoga system from Sri K Pattabhi Jois in Mysore, India. He has been practicing daily for the last 40 years. He began at 19 and is now 61. And what an amazing 61 year old he is. He really changed my perspective on ashtanga. There are so many, including myself, that constantly push themselves into postures. We replace pain with more pain and endorphins with adrenaline. The whole purpose of ashtanga yoga is to harness energy, make prana and endorphins. It should feel good to practice. You should get excited to practice. Your breaths should be deep, steady and refreshing. Not quick and shallow because you are twisted up and can't breath. I personally have only been practicing for a little over 2 years. If there is a posture that I can't yet do, I obsess over it. So much so that I begin to hate it. What's the rush? I have the whole rest of my life to figure it out. My body will open, stretch and become strong naturally.
It's just funny that this workshop came up now. In one month I will be taking a week long intensive with one of the most famous ashtangi's in the world: Kino Macgregor. I have taken a few workshops with her before. Her adjustments are strong, and she verbally takes you to your edge, having you hold navasana until your jaw is clenching so much from the agony of your abs that you just want to quit. Up until now I honestly thought that this was okay. In class tonight we only did a few sun salutations, a few standing and seated postures, the 3 closing and savasana. Even though this practice was so short, David's instruction was great and for once I actually felt completely energized. My breath was flowing and the bandas were held. It felt GREAT.
I have actually felt nervous about this Kino intensive because other techers have told me that the practice is so intense that you actually need to sneak postures out of the series so that you don't exhaust yourself. I don't care what Kino says or does, I am going to make my practices feel good.
The thing that stands out from tonight was that he said, "When the student is ready the teacher will come." Maybe I am ready for the next step. Maybe that's why I got into Kino's intensive (there is a two year waiting list and I just happened to get in on the first try because of a cancellation).
I guess I will see in a month.




